The other day I saw my doctor. My primary care doctor. He said he would get me referred to the mental health clinic in the local hospital (BJAHC). He said within a week I'd have an appointment. He even gave me his personal cell #. I felt like there was some relief in sight. But I haven't heard anything yet and I'm afraid to call.
Gary's been told that all NCO's are required to go to the Battalion ball. At first I was excited. Now not so much. No matter what dress I find, I'll still look fat. My hair won't look nice. I'll still just be ugly.
No this is not a way to get compliments. It's how I feel. I feel hopeless again. I know Dr. Baruti will do what he said... but what if he doesn't.
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Try not to waste the little energy you have on the "what ifs". If you don't hear from the dr. soon, CALL HIM...he gave you his cell # for a reason.
Hugs, Lin.
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