Very graphic.. could be disturbing.. Bulimia and Cutting

Gary read on my MySpace a secret. that I am bulimic and my husband knows but doesn't care. He has said nothing about that. My exact "secret" was "I'm bulimic. My husband knows but doesn't care. I eat to fill the emptiness and I purge to get rid of the hate I feel for him, myself and the world." He said nothing.

Then I gave him a letter about a week and a half ago. In it I addressed our issue of not talking, no sex, etc. He said nothing. I asked him if he got the letter. He said yes. When I asked if he had anything to say. He said, "I don't know what to say." AS USUAL. AFTER OVER FOUR FUCKING YEARS.

Finally, I told him four days ago that for each day that goes by that he refuses to talk. Refuses to acknowledge anything, I'm going to cut myself. I showed him a cut on my arm to prove it. He just blinked. Sort of clinched his jaw. Said nothing. Looked teary-eyed. Again, said nothing.

The next day, I showed him cut two. I said, "In keeping with my word..." He said he'd noticed. He said nothing.

Today is day four. You're probably asking why? How long is she going to continue this? I don't know how long. Why... I'm doing it to show him the physical manifestation of the pain inside it causes when he refuses to talk.

I keep asking myself:

* What kind of man watches his wife hurt herself over and over and refuses to talk?

* What kind of man knows his wife is bulimic and does nothing?

* WHAT KIND OF WOMAN STAYS WITH THIS MAN?

When will I leave??